late nights, bright lights

Okay, so sometimes I go into phases where I do not update so much. Been not sleeping hardly at all at all for the last few days. Not fun, let me tell you.

I'm going to try sleeping tonight in my bed here in Whitby. I'm not sure how it will work. Maybe I'll just stare at my lava lamp for a few hours.

I've only been here since 430 and I already miss North Bay. How ridiculous is that? It's very ridiculous. I miss my stupid friends. But when I'm in North Bay I miss my stupid Durham friends. No matter where I go I miss Lia and Sarah. Damn England and it stealing all my sexy ladies.

I have a dentist appointment tomorrow. That makes me ridiculous amounts of sad. [How many more times can I say 'ridiculous'?] AND I have to walk because suddenly All Saints stopped paying for my bus pass. Stupid graduating and it ruining my bus privileges. Not that I'd take frickin' Durham Transit anyways. Laaaame. I hope my mp3 is charged because it would be so unlike me to walk through the downtown core muttering to myself.

Skyfire did not like the ride home. Four hours is much too long for a poor fish to have to sit in a small plastic cup when he is used to a big ol' tank with pebbles and a delightfully fake plant.

Freddy and I miss the snow greatly. And Mama says we might not get a Christmas tree this year...

I just realized tonight is the first night in a while that there's no one else in my bed. I suddenly feel very alone. But I think I also feel exhausted so I'll take my pill and try to sleep. Maybe I'll be back later; who really knows?

Oooh, cashmere.

Yes Lia, you're not the only one with good taste. I now own a cashmere scarf. And it's stripey and COLOURS!

Family [and etc] went to mass at seven and I was alone in the house for three whole hours! Mind you, they were all singing church songs when they got home but ehh.

Grandmother and Mother are upset that I did not attend religious services, but I am disenchanted with the politics of itmall, so I declined the offer. I am still Catholic, I still try to live a good life and I believe in something, and I don't see the problem with not going to mass. So there.

Work suuuuucked real bad today. It was insane. But someone is nice. Ehh. And I think I'm getting thrush.

But yeah, happy holidays and such and so forth. And I hope everyone eats lots of tons of yummy food that is tasty and plentiful and repeats itself. Mmmm food.

What? 6 userpics now? Coooool.

That'll show me not logging on in three days. Wow, three days. I feel dirty. But annnnnnnnyways.

Happy Birthday to me... I totally got to have marshmellows for breakfast.

I had lots of fun at Colin's, including Hide and Go Seek in the dark, nesting on Colin's legs and getting my ass whooped at chess. I should have paid more attention to what Brock tried to teach me.

The ballet fucking rocked, even if the bumblebee fell down a little. The chefs chasing the chicken had me laughing my pants off.

But yeah. The flu sucks really bad. I spent three days throwing up. No fun.

I get to go wrap presents for fake Christmas tonight, then write secret slash, then write something for Sarah and finish Colin and Cookie's presents.

[Dude, having 6 icons rocks.]

Holy giant house Batman.

I am so fucked for school this year. Aww, fuckit. I didn't want to graduate anyways.

Oh, and don't even talk to me about Nanowrimo.

I can't wait until Christmas Break. Only a few more weeks.

But I am off to try to get some homework done.

Heh.