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Why?
Why do I have to be so emo? Why do I inflict my depression on other people? And I can't even do anything about this. I just have to shut the fuck up and suffer through it.
I do enjoy watching the flames though.
Sam: I really don't think he can handle himself.
Colleen: ...*snarf at the literal sense of the phrase*
Sam: OH GOD! *dies laughing*
Colleen: I love me.
Why do I have to be so emo? Why do I inflict my depression on other people? And I can't even do anything about this. I just have to shut the fuck up and suffer through it.
I do enjoy watching the flames though.
Sam: I really don't think he can handle himself.
Colleen: ...*snarf at the literal sense of the phrase*
Sam: OH GOD! *dies laughing*
Colleen: I love me.
another letter, most likely unanswered
Oct. 19th, 2006 11:34 pmEverything must belong somewhere
I know that now; that's why I'm
staying here
Miss you man, miss you a lot. You were right about the stars.
Love you.
-Colleen
I know that now; that's why I'm
staying here
Miss you man, miss you a lot. You were right about the stars.
Love you.
-Colleen
My hands are freakin' cold.
Last Gee You Knit of semester one today. Was saddening.
*is sad*
I was going to have a movie day on Saturday, but I am working.
*is sad*
But now I have to go make a cd for Mrs. Giasson because she asked me nicely/with a post-it note so as not to interrupt Nick's seminar.
Last Gee You Knit of semester one today. Was saddening.
*is sad*
I was going to have a movie day on Saturday, but I am working.
*is sad*
But now I have to go make a cd for Mrs. Giasson because she asked me nicely/with a post-it note so as not to interrupt Nick's seminar.
You Can Take, You Can Give
Nov. 19th, 2005 10:12 pm
Guh. I wish I could move without hurting.
So tired, so whiny and tired and feel, for some strange reason, like I'm gonna pass out.
I like people, but only some people.
Hey, you know what? I'm depressed as fuck right now and lacking motivation to see a reason why I should even bother.
Yeah... again.
Boo. It's this damn time of year.
Clap if you believe in faeries.
So tired, so whiny and tired and feel, for some strange reason, like I'm gonna pass out.
I like people, but only some people.
Hey, you know what? I'm depressed as fuck right now and lacking motivation to see a reason why I should even bother.
Yeah... again.
Boo. It's this damn time of year.
Clap if you believe in faeries.
'A Little Fall of Rain
Nov. 15th, 2005 07:53 pm
Can hardly hurt me now.'
Stuff is so 'bleh' that nothing is really going to make it worse at this point.
Guh.
I know I have to do the homework, but it's all so damned dull. I just wanna go to sleep now.
I SAW THE RENT TRAILER! Woohoo!
Now it's back to the drawing board for me. And by 'drawing board' I mean Microsoft Word. I wanna hit 2ok tonight. [Yeah, right]
Damn it's cold in here. Someone wanna keep me warm?
Stuff is so 'bleh' that nothing is really going to make it worse at this point.
Guh.
I know I have to do the homework, but it's all so damned dull. I just wanna go to sleep now.
I SAW THE RENT TRAILER! Woohoo!
Now it's back to the drawing board for me. And by 'drawing board' I mean Microsoft Word. I wanna hit 2ok tonight. [Yeah, right]
Damn it's cold in here. Someone wanna keep me warm?
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Oct. 30th, 2005 02:55 pmHee hee. Loving the Hallowe'en thingy.
So I was having some people over.
No one is here. Just me and Hailey, playing video games.
*sad*
So I was having some people over.
No one is here. Just me and Hailey, playing video games.
*sad*
Jeez.
I don't even know what to say.
One of those days. Was going so well for so long, until *poof*
Wne tot Stratford specifically to see William Hutt. Did I see him? No. I saw his understudy. Four cell phones went off, we had obstructed view seating and three people in front of me fell asleep.
People around me [you may or may not know who you are] are going through some real hard shit right now, and I can't do a single thing about any of it.
I'm falling so far behind in school, and have all of zero of a social life.
My oh-so-positive outlook for Nano is growing more and more bleak. I just don't even want to bother, which upsets me because I was so excited.
I am developing an alarming crush on a guy who doesn't know that I even have feelings, let alone any for him, and it's not lie I can do a single thing about it anyways.
I want to feel sorry for myself, but I don't have the energy. Fuck you Owen Meany.
I don't even know what to say.
One of those days. Was going so well for so long, until *poof*
Wne tot Stratford specifically to see William Hutt. Did I see him? No. I saw his understudy. Four cell phones went off, we had obstructed view seating and three people in front of me fell asleep.
People around me [you may or may not know who you are] are going through some real hard shit right now, and I can't do a single thing about any of it.
I'm falling so far behind in school, and have all of zero of a social life.
My oh-so-positive outlook for Nano is growing more and more bleak. I just don't even want to bother, which upsets me because I was so excited.
I am developing an alarming crush on a guy who doesn't know that I even have feelings, let alone any for him, and it's not lie I can do a single thing about it anyways.
I want to feel sorry for myself, but I don't have the energy. Fuck you Owen Meany.
I have done a terrible thing. I agreed to be on the call list for the Optimist's Club volunteer list. Now they will call me numerous times a month, asking for my help at the youth dances. Boo-urns. I'm too damn nice.
Kicked ass on History test. [Baroque artistry, I own you.] Made snarky comments. Mr. Malkin made a few right back. Damn that man and his astounding wit. *shakes fist*
But Knitting is back on for tomorrow.
Need to rent: The Gods Must Be Crazy. Appears to be very amusing.
Did you know over 47,ooo students attend York? Yeah. Note how I will most likely NOT be one of those next year.
[This song actually upsets me. I should go listen to ACT II of bare. That always cheers me up. Tee hee.]
Sarah: my cousin spent four minutes and change describing to my aunt the 'freaks' that go to our school. You were one, and Bryn, and Chantal and James May and Bryan. I giggled because I recognized almost all of you guys.
[[Serious, she wore a 'Used' tee-shirt. Don't listen. You looked like a snuggly bed today. Warm and fluffy and bedsheets!]]
Kicked ass on History test. [Baroque artistry, I own you.] Made snarky comments. Mr. Malkin made a few right back. Damn that man and his astounding wit. *shakes fist*
But Knitting is back on for tomorrow.
Need to rent: The Gods Must Be Crazy. Appears to be very amusing.
Did you know over 47,ooo students attend York? Yeah. Note how I will most likely NOT be one of those next year.
[This song actually upsets me. I should go listen to ACT II of bare. That always cheers me up. Tee hee.]
Sarah: my cousin spent four minutes and change describing to my aunt the 'freaks' that go to our school. You were one, and Bryn, and Chantal and James May and Bryan. I giggled because I recognized almost all of you guys.
[[Serious, she wore a 'Used' tee-shirt. Don't listen. You looked like a snuggly bed today. Warm and fluffy and bedsheets!]]
Sad things
Sep. 18th, 2005 08:04 pmI do not have one good picture of myself.
I don't think any even exist.
And I still need to start/finish my homework.
I don't think any even exist.
And I still need to start/finish my homework.
