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I got roses last night. Red roses from a very sweet guy and a pink rose from another sweet boy who forgot my name. Gee, thanks Jason.

Read a lot of Chekov today. Kinda feeling really depressed now. I wanna hug a kitten and dance under the stars.

Unfortunately it's forty five frillion degrees below tonight, so I don't think I'll going out.
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I'd like to start with just a- if we could take a moment- if maybe we were silent, 'fore we had spoken... I'd tried to find the words to- just the right quotation- but I must confess I came up empty...

I have moments like this. It's quite common, especially when I am afflicted with sleep maddness. I'm not worried.

I used to compare my life to bare. My life was bare for a while. Oh the absolute drama. (I was Peter when it all started.)

Then I felt like Nadia. For the longest time. I still feel like that for extended periods of time. It's not so bad; I like Nadia.

No, what worries me is my bizarre and technically increasing tendency to remind myself of Jason. But you know, if I'm Jason, who the hell is Peter? I found my Ivy, I know my Matt. Hell I've even found my Nadia. But where the hell is Peter?

[Really, this entry was designed for only one person to really understand. My dear Mango, how I love thee...]

For the record, I don't want my life to be bare. Rent, I could deal with. I can't think of who I'd be, off the top of my head, given the current circumstances, but I'm sure it would be near-preferable to being Jason. He dies at the end, you know, and it is terribly amusing.

SLEEPMADDNESS I TELLS YOU!

Sarah made macaroni and cheese last night... Not gonna lie, pretty much the best thing I have ever eaten. Guh. I want to sleep with her macaroni and cheese.

Rehearsal tonight, then home and sleep. And margaritas and lesbian kissing. Possibly not all in that order. I'll try to get pictures.
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131770383421

Okay, so for the sake of arguement, I have this friend.

Let's call 'em Doug.

Doug sort of had this... intimate and bloody encounter with another friend of mine named... Belinda.

Doug and Belinda didn't have any, you know, relationship planned. Quite the contrary, Doug and Belinda are friends and whatnot.

Well Doug is... touchy. Fucking aweomse, don't get me wrong, but Doug has a tendancy to take things very seriously most of the time. No worries though because if I was in Doug's place, I would be feeling the same way. It was a pretty intense thing that Doug and Belinda did.

[Note to self: people, no matter what state of intoxication, make fucked up decisions. Make sure to never become a person. They're dumb.]

And then Belinda turns around and is a dork to Doug, even though Doug did nothing to deserve it. Belinda is like... calling other guys 'the hot dude'-- namely Franklin. Poor Doug. It's not like he wants anything to come of it, he just wants a little respect.

Now I feel I am closest with Doug, though I am friends with Franklin and Belinda as well. I don't know how to go about my life with these people if Doug is going to be legitimately ticked off at Belinda and Franklin. I think they should all hug.

By the way, Doug, if you're out there, I fucking love you. Let's have sex.

Cut for Disturbing, Graphic, Adult Content )

I finger-painted and it was fun.

BARE!

Jan. 18th, 2006 10:38 pm
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I got bare today after I got home from School Reach and wow!

And I'm happy and yes.

And I was marginally saddened when Jason died this time. You know, not enough to not laugh, but heh.

PS: Nadia = rawk!

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