Addiction?
Dec. 5th, 2009 02:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
unavoidedcrisis
The first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem, right?
Well I have a problem, guys.
Tonight I actually wrote an mpreg story. In all earnestness (as much earnestness as I can have while writing; it all ends up leaning towards crack in the end), with attention to detail and proper spelling, just to get a Sam/Castiel fix.
I developed a soul and turned around and promptly killed it in exchange for Sam/Cas because THAT is how desperate I am for readable OTP fic these days.
There isn't even a rehab for this! My life has moved past the point where I can even take myself seriously.
So apparently I'm posting this to see if I am alone in this, to see if any other brave souls out there have braved the depths of depravity (aka: fandom) in order to find what you so longingly seek. Share your tales, brave warriors, and share your pain. Also I guess I'm saying I'll whore myself out for half-decent Sam/Castiel fic.
Well I have a problem, guys.
Tonight I actually wrote an mpreg story. In all earnestness (as much earnestness as I can have while writing; it all ends up leaning towards crack in the end), with attention to detail and proper spelling, just to get a Sam/Castiel fix.
I developed a soul and turned around and promptly killed it in exchange for Sam/Cas because THAT is how desperate I am for readable OTP fic these days.
There isn't even a rehab for this! My life has moved past the point where I can even take myself seriously.
So apparently I'm posting this to see if I am alone in this, to see if any other brave souls out there have braved the depths of depravity (aka: fandom) in order to find what you so longingly seek. Share your tales, brave warriors, and share your pain. Also I guess I'm saying I'll whore myself out for half-decent Sam/Castiel fic.