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unavoidedcrisis) wrote2009-02-06 09:05 pm
unavoidedcrisis) wrote2009-02-06 09:05 pm
Entry tags:
Reprise
Sudden and terrifying thought of the day!
I don't want to die without leaving my mark on the world. I want my legacy to mean something.
How is this a thought I'm having? How is this a thing that panicks me? Sometimes I think there is something fundamentally wrong with me. And sometimes I think I may be a broken record; I need to be happier. I feel these emotions that aren't 'happy', 'content' or 'karmically balanced' and I think maybe that's why I panic and feel inadequate. So let's try again to start feeling zen. To start feeling in control and confident about it.
Once more unto the breach, dear friends.
I don't want to die without leaving my mark on the world. I want my legacy to mean something.
How is this a thought I'm having? How is this a thing that panicks me? Sometimes I think there is something fundamentally wrong with me. And sometimes I think I may be a broken record; I need to be happier. I feel these emotions that aren't 'happy', 'content' or 'karmically balanced' and I think maybe that's why I panic and feel inadequate. So let's try again to start feeling zen. To start feeling in control and confident about it.
Once more unto the breach, dear friends.