Rather sad post

Been feeling really gross the past two or three days. Might be coming down with some sort of throat thing. Hope it's not strep.

I just read A Midsummer Night's Dream for class tonight and the first two parts of The Illiad. My eyes hurt from squinting at a screen for two hours. I want it to be time to go to class, just so it's that much closer to sleeping time.

I seriously have lost so much. I feel so empty. I work, I sleep, I occassionally trol the forums on Gaia and I occassionally read fanfic. I've stopped writing, I've stopped all my art, all of my correspondence. I hardly even speak to my roommates. I don't go out.

I work, I sleep and I sometimes playing D&D. It hardly feels like a life at all.

I'm tired all the time and I don't feel like trying to change. It would just take too much energy I don't have.