Rather sad post

[unavoidedcrisis]

Been feeling really gross the past two or three days. Might be coming down with some sort of throat thing. Hope it's not strep.

I just read A Midsummer Night's Dream for class tonight and the first two parts of The Illiad. My eyes hurt from squinting at a screen for two hours. I want it to be time to go to class, just so it's that much closer to sleeping time.

I seriously have lost so much. I feel so empty. I work, I sleep, I occassionally trol the forums on Gaia and I occassionally read fanfic. I've stopped writing, I've stopped all my art, all of my correspondence. I hardly even speak to my roommates. I don't go out.

I work, I sleep and I sometimes playing D&D. It hardly feels like a life at all.

I'm tired all the time and I don't feel like trying to change. It would just take too much energy I don't have.

Comments

[kira-elf.livejournal.com]

I hate to be teh bearer of bad news, but honestl yit's nto going to pick up until school si done. It sucks the creative life force out of you.
But atleast you got out tonihgt, and you left before things went down hill too.

[sonofzephyr.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I feel the exact same way, I need to write. We need to write together.

November will help *beams* it always does.

I have no idea why LJ put me in this account... be amused.