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unavoidedcrisis) wrote2008-06-06 12:35 pm
unavoidedcrisis) wrote2008-06-06 12:35 pm
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oh fuuuuuck
Okay so now I'm crying because Craig confronted me last night about all the stuff that's been going on.
What the fuck.
I should not ever have to cry about stuff like that. And I sure as hell should never have to be treated this badly by anyone who isn't my own damn family.
So then why the fuck am I crying? Guilt? Shock? Loss of something so easily comfortable? Anger?
And now I get to go to fucking work and deal with all the shit connected with that. I like the job, hate the co-workers. God.
And, AND, I might not be moving out this weekend, yipee!
What the fuck.
I should not ever have to cry about stuff like that. And I sure as hell should never have to be treated this badly by anyone who isn't my own damn family.
So then why the fuck am I crying? Guilt? Shock? Loss of something so easily comfortable? Anger?
And now I get to go to fucking work and deal with all the shit connected with that. I like the job, hate the co-workers. God.
And, AND, I might not be moving out this weekend, yipee!