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Jan. 16th, 2009 03:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
unavoidedcrisis
Sometimes I want to completely shut down. I don't want to have anything to do with anything. I need a break from being.
I come home from work and I'm exhausted. I spend the afternoon running errands and I'm exhausted. I wake up after a full night's sleep and I'm exhausted.
It's like the simple act of being me is too much to handle. I feel so ridiculous saying it, but that's how I'm feeling.
"As long as I remain happy, I'm not going to question it."
Well I'm not and I guess I have to at this point, don't I?
There's a tiny nagging feeling somewhere inside that can't help but feel the dates are lining up a little too neatly. I'm going to have to make a lot of big decisions in a short period of time soon.
I've got a plan. A crazy like a fox plan.
I come home from work and I'm exhausted. I spend the afternoon running errands and I'm exhausted. I wake up after a full night's sleep and I'm exhausted.
It's like the simple act of being me is too much to handle. I feel so ridiculous saying it, but that's how I'm feeling.
"As long as I remain happy, I'm not going to question it."
Well I'm not and I guess I have to at this point, don't I?
There's a tiny nagging feeling somewhere inside that can't help but feel the dates are lining up a little too neatly. I'm going to have to make a lot of big decisions in a short period of time soon.
I've got a plan. A crazy like a fox plan.