idiots need to be gone now

 Okay, so let's recap.

I'm currently full of depression and without my meds.

I'm also now the half-owner of 14 rats because the stupid thing went and had 10 babies.

I'm also apparently babysitting a two year old for two days (totally not my thing).

All slightly tolerable (except for the meds).

Until people show up in my fucking living room telling me that it's about time I finally came for and did something to contribute to society and give her the phone now.

Yeah, how about you go die, okay?

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Everyone has a friend. No really. They're all standing in front of me, talking and laughing and whispering.

The nasty person in me says 'choke', but I've lost the energy to do anything but cry. I don't even know what I want anymore. I just want to not feel like this.